Welcome to my "Open Window"...a place of hope, encouragement, and adventure as we journey down the road from "Closed Doors" to the new opportunities God places in our pathway. I hope you will take the time to go back and follow the trail of mixed blessings and fears, failures and triumphs from the past and side-trips in the present. Perhaps it will conjure up some of your own special memories, and be an invitation for you to share with others. I look forward to spending this time with you!
What Do You See Outside YOUR Open Window Today?
Saturday, October 30, 2021
Saturday Hoots and Strolls and Good Medicine
Hoot Hoot Hoot Hello!!
It's Halloween Eve, and all the little owls out here in "hooterville" have gathered to get ready for the fun that will transpire here in about 24 hours...
They have each found a good place to perch so they can watch for the little ghosts and goblins that will be parading past our front door yelling "Trick or Treat"
Yeah, I'd say there will be a lot of hootin' and hollering going on over here...won't you come join the fun?
It's been five days since my surgery, and can you tell I must be getting bored? Ha Ha. I guess I just needed to get up and make myself do something! To be honest, I have been feeling just a tad sorry for myself 'cause for some strange reason I thought I would be fixed instantly once I had this spinal fusion done to my neck...I thought the nerve pains and muscle spasms would just magically disappear and I'd be up and running and ready to go by now.
Well, 'taint so... I still got them and they still wake me up at night and I'm taking pills and rubbing on lotions and praying they'd just go away and let me sleep. Plus I still can't eat much because swallowing is still a bit of an effort and it just takes so much time to wash down every bite, so I don't have much appetite...you'd think I'd lose some weight...but the scales haven't budged...what's that all about?
Yeah, I'm having myself a pity party. Me, myself and I. But I told my husband about it. Told him I wanted my "mommy to come and take care of me." Do you ever feel that way? It's not that he's not helping me enough...he's doing a great job...I'm just overtired and wanting to get back to "normal" quicker and maybe I just want someone to pamper me just a little bit more until I feel better, like Mommy used to do when she'd put the little bell beside my bed and tell me to ring it when I needed something when I was really sick.
Or maybe I just need to get outside and enjoy some fresh air and quit my whining.
These were the skies this morning at sunrise. They weren't looking too promising for a nice day...and it sure felt kind of chilly and cold and breezy...
But by 9:00 it looked like this and hubby talked me into taking a stroll with him.
Yeah, he knew what I needed
This is my newest "glamour shot"...a little improvement over the last one taken in the hospital HERE
I sure won't need much of a costume for Halloween...still got those stitches in my neck (actually just glue with steri strips), and I can see I still look a little swollen...I could probably pass for Mrs. "Frankensteiner" instead of Mrs. Steiner. LOL. But taking a walk in the woods was just what I needed.
And then we came home and I did a little bit of porch sittin' cause it was just SO pretty out... a perfect autumn day!
This is our porch sitting time of year. I need to enjoy it while it lasts...
But even after all this enjoying the fresh air and porch and stuff I was still feeling a little bit down. Mostly overtired I think...kind of the "post-partum blues" of surgery I'd call it. Then a dear friend from church called to check on me and it was like the sun came back out and the birds started singing and my heart felt lighter. It was as if a fresh wind from heaven blew through the phone and stirred the coals of my soul back up into a living flame.
I went into the kitchen and saw this verse on the little display that I have set up for fall. Perfect, wouldn't you say?
And I began to feel more grateful and less pitiful...
More blessed and less stressed...
More Thank-FULL and not so thank LESS.
Yes, the Lord knew what I needed today and He sent it to me in small bites and doses...
"A merry heart does good, like medicine,
But a broken spirit dries the bones."
Proverbs 17:22
It also proved to me how important it is to remember those who are sick or recuperating from surgery, etc., with a card or a phone call when possible. I am trying to get better at that, but I tend to put it off or forget until I see the person all well and they are so thankful for all the cards and calls they got that helped them so much and I'm thinking "there I blew it again..." But even our posts here and our comments to one another can make such a difference in how a person feels. I am way behind in responding to comments but I am trying to get caught up by visiting your posts instead as I can. Right now I can't sit at the computer for a long time and I have to make myself get up and move around, etc., etc., and so I get behind. But I treasure each and every one of you and your comments are always such a blessing to me. You are like the "merry hearts" that are good medicine! Thank you for being here!
And never fear, I will get better. I know it. I'm just wanting it sooner rather than later. But God has me here, sitting "Beside the Still Waters" (pond), restoring my soul, and making me just relax and rest and get well. Sometimes our healing comes in little bites and doses too. It's not always instant, overnight, like waving a magic wand over us. We just need to learn to trust in the One Who has promised to "uphold you with my righteous right hand." And that's the BEST MEDICINE of all!
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Don't feel bad about having a little pity party. I think that is allowed,allowed as long as we don't set up camp there. Hope each day finds you feeling just a bit better and each night is easier as well.If it helps any, I've been having a pity party for myself as well. So much arthritic pain that I can't do a lot of what I would like to do. This too shall pass, it always has.
ReplyDeleteRecuperating takes effort. I loved your expression...
ReplyDeleteMore prayers... I know God has you right in the palm of His hand.
Pamela, it's so good to see you out and about. I'm sorry you still feel pain but I'm guessing that you will during the recovery process. I understand about the pity party. When I feel all alone which seems to happen more often as I grow older, it really does lift the spirits to have some one thing of us with a phone call, a card, a letter, a text or even a comment on our blogs. I totally understand. I can see that though you are in pain and feeling a bit down you have not lost your wonderful sense of humour and that helps a lot too. It looks like you have an absolutely beautiful day there and I'm glad you enjoyed a stroll and a sit down outside to gaze upon your beautiful pond. God bless and continue to heal you my friend. xx
ReplyDeleteRecuperating takes patience, too which I have none, lol. It's ok, Pamela to have a pity party and I am sure your sweet hubby understands. Keeping in prayer.
ReplyDeletePam: Isaiah 41:10 helped me through a difficult time when Roger was unemployed with no prospects of finding work. At one time, I had it memorized and shared it with a friend. Peace and blessings to you and yours.
ReplyDeleteOh Pam, I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling. I suppose that's to be expected (*sigh*) -- but it's bound to be a let-down. You DESERVE that pity party! And hey, I know all about wanting my momma when I'm feeling down and out. That little bell is so sweet. I remember how she'd tuck fresh sheets onto the living room couch and adorn with fat, fresh-smelling pillows ... set the vaporizer and a glass of juice 'just so.' Weren't we blessed?
ReplyDeleteLifting prayers RIGHT NOW for your continued healing!
Oh my...you must have had the same kind of bugs (and mother!) that I had...Yes, I remember that vaporizor...actually she ended up making a little tent for me over my bed so the vaporizor could really get to me, and then when that didn't work, I ended up in the hospital with pneumonia in an oxygen tent when I was 7 years old. Missed a lot of school that year, but praise God, with my mother's love and God's healing I survived to tell about it!! Praise God.
DeleteSending lots and lots of (((hugs))) dear friend. You are entitled to a bit of a pity party, I think. Surgery and recuperation takes a toll on a person. God knows our frustrations and weaknesses and I think he's pretty understanding. :) Praying your healing moves along quickly and is complete. Enjoy this time of rest and take care of yourself.
ReplyDeletePam, you just skip my blog please and REST and let yourself feel all the "feels," as the young folk call the emotions! You have every right to feel blue and no one can blame you one bit! I thought the surgery would instantly fix your neck, too. I knew you'd have surgery pain, but I thought the original problem would be gone! It's an unpleasant surprise. I guess those nerves take a long time to calm themselves. You still have such a sense of humor. I busted out laughing at your "Mrs. Frankensteiner" quip! Lily Grace said to tell you that she wants to sit right by you, and doesn't want to go trick-or-treat because her best treat is to be with her Mommy while you recuperate! Happy Sweet Halloween!
ReplyDeleteI will be rowing the same boat you're in next week, Pamela, with the gum surgery. We always want the healing to go quickly and without pain, but there are times when neither can be avoided. This will be the first medical procedure I've had without my mother calling to see how I'm doing - do we ever outgrow that need for a mother's loving care? I think not! But just as John is doing, I know Danny will be looking out for me, preparing foods I can eat and, hopefully, swallow without much difficulty. I will continue to pray for your healing, my friend, as I know you will be praying for me.
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I'm so sorry for your struggles with the surgery and will pray that healing will come for you in Jesus name! There is no one like our mommas to take care of us, for sure they are precious memories! Sending hugs and prayers that you get relief from your pain!!!
ReplyDeleteIt's okay to feel sorry for a while. Taking that walk with hubby was pure medicine! Here's hoping for a speedy healing. Hugs, Edna B.
ReplyDeleteOh, sweet Pamela, I rarely look at blogs any more so I wasn't aware you'd had surgery. I'm so sorry that the recovery is taking so long and you're still not up to par. Prayers that things turn around for you this coming week and you get to swallowing without pain. No wonder you've been having a pity party... It's understandable. Thank you for linking your post on my Facebook page ....I do love the owlies! 💜 🙏
ReplyDeleteYou have my daily prayers, Pam, for swift and complete healing. It is so good to see you here today!! Wishing you a blessed week ahead with improvement each day! xo
ReplyDeleteLove this post and love seeing all your cute little owls my friend! I'll have to make a picture of the owls my Mom gave me years ago, you might like those. Then my Dad sent me more after she passed away. Love that picture of hubby walking on down the path "looking for adventure", ha ha LOL. Hope you start feeling better real quick. Lots of people are praying for you. Take care and rest up. Would you like magazines?--I have a bunch I would be happy to send! I'm holding on to Isaiah 41:10!!! Hugs!
ReplyDeleteYou look really good my friend and I know taking a walk did a world of good. Sitting outside will be nice this week too. Just take it easy and don't worry so much. I know...easier said than done! Sending you lots of hugs...gentle hugs, Diane
ReplyDeleteGood morning, beautiful photos especially you and your husband. I have had you on my heart all weekend. Praying for you to continue getting stronger and healthier each day. Your verses here are so precious to me. When I had all my neurosurgery in 1984, 1985, I lived by those verses too. God is Good. He loves us so much. Youkeep getting better each day and we will all keep praying. LOVE and HUGS to you sweet friend.
ReplyDeleteWhat a nice collection you have of owls. My daughter loves owls too! Praying for your recovery. ((Hugs)) Glad you got out for a walk. Your porch looks lovely. You take care.
ReplyDeleteHi Pam, I am glad you are feeling a little better. You look good in your picture and that is a nice picture of your hubby. I love your porch and the wonderful view you have. Enjoy your week as you recover!
ReplyDeleteHey Pam, I've already left a comment on your most recent post and now I'm going backwards as I deal with emails that came in while I was out of town over the weekend. I gave some thought to stopping by to see you as I drove through your general area to Jacksonville and back but decided that would be hard on you, having just had surgery.
ReplyDeleteYou are not feeling at your best -- yet!-- but you really are progressing very well. These things just take time. You are looking better than you realize and hey! Your hair looks great! Any time I have a good hair day, that in itself is a day brightener to me.
Hang in there. The Great Physician has got you in His healing hands and you're going to be feeling much better as time goes on.
You are so sweet, Barbara. And seeing your smiling face would have been a blessing ANY time, but I do appreciate your thoughtfulness. It would never have been hard on me to see you as long as you can overlook the "mess". It's been hard to keep up with everything in the house over the past few weeks, but it really isn't that bad...I just see the dust... anyway, I am always ready for sweet company like you. And thank you for thinking I was having a good hair day. Ha Ha! If you could really see it up close you might rethink that. I'm debating on whether or not I could stand to sit and let my hairdresser give me a trim. Maybe next week. Yes, the Lord is healing me day by day and I am so very very glad. Maybe by Thanksgiving I'll be ready to eat a full turkey dinner! That's my goal! I just hope someone else is doing the cooking! LOL. Have a blessed and wonderful week. I am anxious to hear about your little trip to Jax, and the people you met there, etc. And you look marvelous, btw. God is good.
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