Have you ever been there? Do you know what this feels like? Can you help me find my way back home?
No, don't panic. I haven't gone off the deep end (yet). I don't think I'm depressed...(well, maybe just a little). I'm sure I'm not suicidal or homicidal, so don't run for your lives. (yet) ( lol)
I say I am a writer. I haven't exactly written a book , but I have written enough to become a book, if anyone is interested enough to read it. Maybe someday it will actually be a book...If I ever get over this writer's slump I'm in, that is.
Maybe I need to do what Jesus told His disciples in Matthew 16:24-26
"If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for MY sake will find it. for what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?"
Lord, I re-commit my life, my soul, and my desires to YOU. My dreams, my hopes, my expectations...they all are placed in YOUR capable hands. I surrender them ALL to YOU. I have no desire for world wide fame or power. I simply desire to follow YOU...and I give my life to YOU. That includes my writer's slump and my feelings of frustration and being lost in the haze of this life. Thank you for what YOU are going to do in my life, and through my life, from this day forward. Amen.
Now, I am trying to decide, should I post this on my regular blog? Or should I post it on the one where I can actually earn a buck or two if anyone likes it well enough to vote for it? What would YOU do? Hmmm, wherever this ends up will tell you what I decided. At any rate, I found something to write about. (Thank you, Lord.)