"And Jesus went about all Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing all kinds of sickness and all kinds of disease among the people. Then His fame went throughout all Syria; and they brought to Him all sick people who were afflicted with various diseases and torments, and those who were demon-possessed, epileptics, and paralytics; and He healed them." Matthew 4:23-24
Last week I had the troubling experience of meeting a woman who openly admitted to being "very mentally ill." Quite frankly, after just a couple of minutes listening to this poor woman talk and watching her expressions, she did not need to tell me that she was "very mentally ill." It was obvious. As I observed her emotions go from one extreme of anger mixed with fear to effusions of joyful hilarity in just a few split seconds, I found myself extremely grateful for the half-wall and glass enclosure that separated our office from the lobby area where she carried out her lengthy and very loud monologue of the story of her life. It was painful for me to listen to her tangled and strange message, but I had to realize that my discomfort could not begin to equal the pain that she had suffered throughout her life. As much as I hate to admit it, I was extremely relieved when she finally took a breath and allowed me the opportunity to tell her I would be praying for her and made an excuse so that I could get back to my work and she finally went out the door.
This experience left me trembling. I am not alone in my feelings of inadequacy and concern for this poor woman. Apparently she has been to many churches in town and has met with frequent rejection. She admitted that she has actually been banned from stepping foot on the property of one church because of her open displays of verbal hostility toward them when they did not meet all of her demands for assistance. She has been persistent in her attempts to get the attention of anyone who will take the time to listen and give her whatever she is asking so that she will go away... People are definitely taking notice of her, and many are perplexed as to the best course of action to take.
I went home from work that day feeling very burdened, knowing that I was not able to be of much help to her. I did pray for her, honestly I did. As I told my husband all about her I said, "I can't help but wonder what would Jesus do for this poor woman?" My husband did not even have to think about his response. He said, "He would heal her."
Wow! Yes, I am certain he is correct. Jesus would heal her...no questions asked...no hem-hawing around it. He would reach out His loving and compassionate hands, touch her, and heal her. No rejection, no fear, no anger...just pure love and compassion poured out upon her tortured, tangled mind. That is the only real answer for this woman. Medication and counseling may help control the outbursts, but only God can do the complete healing of her heart and mind and soul.
I was relieved to discover that the Pastors of the church where I work were already well aware of this woman and have actually been attempting to reach out to her with the love of Christ through counseling and helping her to feel welcome at our services. Perhaps that is the first step to her complete healing. Perhaps that IS just what Jesus would do.
Lord, I pray for _______, one of Your precious children who has somehow gotten lost along the way to a life of wholeness and peace. Please touch her with Your healing hands, and bring The Light back into her darkness, and untangle the intricate web of confusion that envelopes her mind and spirit. In the Name of Jesus, the Great and Gracious Physician I pray, Amen.
And Lord, thank you for bringing _______ across my path and getting my attention. Perhaps there is something that needed to be healed within me as well. Thank you for your patience with me. Amen.
Welcome to my "Open Window"...a place of hope, encouragement, and adventure as we journey down the road from "Closed Doors" to the new opportunities God places in our pathway. I hope you will take the time to go back and follow the trail of mixed blessings and fears, failures and triumphs from the past and side-trips in the present. Perhaps it will conjure up some of your own special memories, and be an invitation for you to share with others. I look forward to spending this time with you!
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