God understands when our hearts are breaking and our faith is weak."We pour out our miseries, God just hears a melody. Beautiful the mess we are, the honest cries of breaking hearts are better than a hallelujah sometimes..." (sung by Amy Grant, written by Sarah Hart and Chapin Hartford)
We will all have times in our lives when our faith is weak and our hearts are breaking. That's not a sin...that's our human condition...the very same human condition that Christ died for...why? Because He loves us, that's why. He told His disciples in John 14:16 that God would give them another 'helper', or comforter, that He may abide with them forever...and in John 14:18, He said he would not leave them orphans...or comfortless (KJV)... He promised to send us the Holy Spirit as our Comforter...and why should we need comforting if we were always perfectly strong and full of faith? Jesus knew that we would need the help that only the Holy Spirit can give in times of sorrow and distress.Psalm 103:13-14 says "As a father pities his children, so the Lord pities those who fear Him. For He knows our frame; He remembers that we are dust."
So, let's be honest with our deepest feelings and emotions...there's no need to cover up and pretend everything is okay when it's not. Someone said that "tears are a language that God understands." He will gently wipe away your tears and cradle you tenderly in His arms and rock you gently to sleep as He whispers a lullaby of love over you.
"He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17If that isn't comfort, I don't know what is.