Today was a lovely autumn Saturday...a perfect day for some "meanderings" here and there.
We took a little ride in the country and came across this flock of wild turkeys doing the "turkey trot" across the field. Actually, they had just crossed the road in front of us, and we had to stop quickly for one of the stragglers. I would like to have had more time to get a better picture (maybe even have time to put the window down!), but there was a car right behind us who almost rear-ended us when we stopped, so hubby didn't want to hold up traffic any longer. I see at least 11 or 12 turkeys there! I think they are getting out of town before Thanksgiving arrives! LOL.
We ended up on this road where this old "Florida Cracker House" is... (You can click on that link for more information about Florida Cracker Architecture)
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| 2026-looks like nature is about to take over this old house. |
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| First picture I took of this house in 2017 |
The next time we drove by was in 2020, and there was some yellow tape around the property and it looked like maybe they were going to either do some work or maybe sell it? But apparently not.
Link to former post about this house in 2020
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| 2020 |
I am concerned that the next time I drive by that house it may be gone or totally swallowed up by nature. I sure wish someone would rescue it and restore it before that happens. But it may be that all the family has either died or moved away and no one seems to care about it anymore. It makes me wonder about the old folks who lived there and raised their families in that house...and now perhaps they are also forgotten.
This kind of leads me to these next thoughts...I actually hadn't planned to go there, but now it seems I am supposed to...
On Thursday morning I was awakened out of a sound sleep with some strange sensations in my left upper chest and neck area. I've experienced this before, and it always goes away in a few minutes...not sure if it is a kind of heart issue or a heartburn issue or anxiety, but it was enough to wake me up and make me a bit concerned. I woke up my hubby and he got me a baby aspirin, and I just sat there a while and tried to decide if I should go to the ER or just wait and see how things go. Actually after a little while it subsided and I was able to get up and move around and go about my normal morning routines. Only one thing concerned me that I had never experienced before with these episodes, when it was time to read our morning devotions, I normally read out loud from a devotional guide with scripture verses. Even though I was talking normally, when it came time to read, I was having difficulty forming the words as I read them. My mouth muscles and my brain didn't seem to be quite in sync with each other and it was quite an effort to read. That kind of scared me, but as the morning wore on I was feeling much better, even though I was kind of tired and headachy most of the day. I decided to call our doctor's office and see if I could get in on Friday, and they just happened to have had a cancellation on Friday afternoon, so thankfully I was able to take it. When I got to the Doctor on Friday, they did an EKG and checked all my vitals and did the exam for stroke, etc. Although my EKG showed the same slower response in the right ventricle that had been seen a year or so ago, the doctor still did not see that as anything to be too concerned about. I passed all the other "tests" and he really didn't seem too overly concerned with what he was seeing, but to be on the safe side, he has ordered a CT Scan for me, which hopefully will be scheduled next week. He is trying to rule out a TIA or any other possible malfunction.
These verses below seem to speak to this issue of how I feel about these things...
Psalm 73:26
26 My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
2 Corinthians 4:16-18
16 Therefore we do not lose heart. Even though our outward man is perishing, yet the inward man is being renewed day by day.
17 For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory,
18 while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.
I feel much like that old house that is outwardly failing and perishing, but I think about the lives that lived in that house over the years and how full of life and love they must have been during those years...and their spirit continues on into eternity even though the building they once called home is perishing.
Our human outward bodies are perishing, but the soul of our internal being is eternal, and when we keep our eyes and thoughts on Jesus, He will give us the strength we need to keep moving forward here until the day He calls us home to our eternal home in heaven. Then this outer shell will become dust and crumble in the earth, but our internal soul will live forever. I am thankful for this hope of eternity through faith in Christ. No matter what the world may throw at us, we have an imperishable home in heaven that cannot be destroyed. Praise God!
So Friday afternoon I didn't want to cook supper after an afternoon spent at the doctor's office, so we called Benton, who is still batching it this week until sweet Rose comes home from her father's in Minnesota on Monday, and we decided to go to Hog Wild Country Cafe' for supper.
I took this picture of Benton to send to Rose to show her his new "girlfriend", so she'll hurry up and come home! LOL. Thankfully she's a good sport, and she sent us pictures of the pies she was baking for her father. We are happy for her to have this opportunity to spend some time with her family there.
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| "Life is Good~Go Outside" |
I also finally put out this beautiful outdoor decor, which was a birthday gift from a very dear blogging friend...
So I decided to hang it on this planter trellis frame in the garden, and Blackie approved of this decision:
Speaking of Blackie...this morning someone (not me) forgot to close our bedroom door and also our closet door while Blackie was inside the house for his breakfast. After he finished eating he disappeared for a while and I didn't notice where he had gone. I went into our bedroom and was calling him, but no response. I looked in our closet, and there he was, asleep (before I woke him up) in the little baby cradle that our son built for me a few years ago to hold my sweet Baby Elva doll...but it is a little too big to put beside my bed in this house, and so it was relegated to the closet and my hubby likes to store some of his comfy pants and t-shirts there...and Blackie discovered it and decided it was a great hiding place for him to take a nap, snuggled up in "Daddy's clothes".
I took this picture to show that there is still another baby doll and some other stuffed animals in there as well...but poor Blackie looks like he's going to cry and say ,"Please don't make me move". And so I didn't. I let him curl back up and sleep awhile longer, and pretty soon he came out of his own accord and said he was ready to go outside. LOL.
Doesn't he look pitiful? He's holding on to Daddy's pants and pleading with me not to make him go. Who could refuse such a face as that???
This afternoon has been windy and cool and actually a little bit of a rainy day, and it just seemed like a good day for chili. So I made a pot of chili and called Benton over to share it with us while he and hubby watched some football.
The pot of chili while it was simmering on the stove. Smelled so good!
I meant to take a picture of our bowls of chili, topped with cheese and fritos and sour cream, but I forgot, so here's my clean empty bowl, so you get the idea. LOL.
Well, friends, I guess this is all for today. I do feel much better, and I feel confident that everything is going to be fine, but prayers are always appreciated. It's just one of those things as we get older, things happen and we need to be prepared for whatever comes next. But when we know Jesus as our Savior and Lord, we do not need to fear what the future may hold.
Strength and honor are her clothing;
She shall rejoice in time to come.
Proverbs 31:25
Romans 15:13
"13 Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."
Amen and Good Night!
Hi Pam, I sure enjoyed your post tonight! I loved the pictures of the wild turkeys. We too have them from time to time. Our neighbor has a very big pond in the back of his property and they sometimes will come out of the woods and across our little meadow to take a drink. So cute! I also have like you have seen them on the side of the road as we drive along. I sure enjoy when we get to see them. I am so sorry to hear about your health scare. A couple of years I started having very bad chest pain. I would be in my chair or it would sometimes wake me up and out of my sleep. The pain felt like it blooming in my chest and radiating down my arm. They did all the tests and like you they came back normal. In fact in the end I was kind of glad that I had experienced it as it showed me that my heart was in really good shape and it has given me a baseline if something more should happen in the future. They came to the conclusion I had something called "esophageal spasm". So now I don't get quite as scared when it happens. We are about the same age I think, I am 63 and this is about the time I was told when the unusual things start to happen. When I was reading your blog, I was reminded of one of my favorite scriptures Proverbs 17:22 which says: "A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit saps one's strength". Although I have just met you , you seem like someone that really tries to keep a joyful heart both spiritually and emotionally. You have a desire to see what is good and beautiful and you go out of your way to share that with others, If we do have to experience illnesses (and they are pretty inevitable), you are starting this phase of life with a really good foundation. You are giving God many things to bless. I sure hope you continue to feel better and do not have any more occurrences of this mystery issue. Have a good night's rest! :)
ReplyDeleteOh no Pamela. Keeping in prayer. Please keep us updated as you can. As usual, I love seeing Blackie. smiles
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you had that scary episode but was happy that you got in to the Dr and got checked. It is reassuring when they do the tests and they are ok. You're right - we get older and funny things happen. Glad you are having the CT scan too.
ReplyDeleteBlackie is so funny! I always love to see what she is up to.
Wow, you're very brave to just ignore it and not go in.
ReplyDeleteI had something similar about a year ago but my dil the nurse was adamant that I go into the ER. Next time I'm not telling her. 99% of the time its nothing. I'll take my 1% chance! lol.
Just follow through - get the tests. we'd sure hate to lose you!
Sounds like high blood pressure. I've had similar symptoms in the past, remedied with medication, cardio (40 minutes of bike per day) and raw chopped garlic, three cloves a day. Raw garlic is a natural blood thinner plus it kills virus, bacteria, the spike protein. I chop them and let them sit 10 minutes to release allicin. Drink it fast Ina little juice, taste bad but works wonders.
ReplyDeleteThat's quite the scary experience, Pamela! I don't think I would have maintained my calm like you did in that moment. I am glad, though, that you were able to get into see the doctor before the weekend hit. You will most definitely be in my prayers, my friend! My body, too, feels like that Florida cracker house these days, but I did love seeing the photos of it again. May you have a blessed Sunday!
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